My first blog in 2012 ┼┼ee┼┼ee.. ┼┼ee┼┼ee
This year is my breakthrough year because I've been married now for just 3 months.
But my marriage doesn't seem well. My mother in law, she was nice to me but when we lived together, she is so annoyed and cruel to me. Well, I know I have lots of disabilities. But I can't accept if she made up stories about me.
All I can do is just crying and trying to kill myself. But God is really good to me, HE didn't allow me. At first, I can't see why all of these happen to me. I'm scared, angry at everything.
But through a lot of process, I realize that Jesus let all this happened because HE love (๑'⌣'๑)づ♥ me and HE want me to rebirth in Christian again. HE has plan for me and I know He won't let me to have big problems above my ability. And I think maybe this is my punishment from Jesus because I didn't read bibles again, I didn't go ┌┐(•ˋoˊ•)┌┐ to church often.
I'm blessed that Jesus is really great to me. HE gives me second chance to follow HIS words. And I will not let HIM be disappointed again. I promise \(´▽`)/ (‾ʃƪ‾)
Well, this morning I read on Mat 1 : 23 about Immanuel : Allah menyertai kita / God be with us. As long as we follow His words and believe in HIM , God be with as. Although we have gone in wrong way, God still be with us because HE loving us and HE won't let us be bad.
I hope, whoever read this, they always know that Jesus won't leave us. He's always waiting for us to come back to HIM, be His beloved children again. No matter how hard this life is and no matter how suffer you are. Just have faith in Him and everything will be alright.
♥ MILK + BIBLE each morning = HEALTHY ♥
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